Ego / De(con)struction series

Ego
40 x45 cm
Oil on canvas
2010
Stabbed a few years later, can't remember exactly when around 2012-2013
 
 
This painting started out as a self-portrait. The subject isn't centralised in the canvas. It's wants to flee it. Decentralisation, another therm I like to refer to in my praxis.
 
This was basicly one of my paintings while studying. 
I stabbed it a few years later in some existential crisis moment. 
This must be the first real painting in the de(con)struction series.
The destruction of the painting and the destruction of the self.